My husband is ● the first man I met in my senior school days. I'm not particularly dissatisfied with my husband. But honestly, I'm wondering if this is okay as a woman because only my husband knows men. I have never been in missionary position with my husband. I want to discover myself who is vulgar and disturbed, and I want someone to see me. I don't think my husband can imagine me as a nasty person who swings his tail in pleasure.