I have been sexless with my wife for several years. But I loved and thought I was loved. It wasn't long before I realized that the first discomfort I noticed was a sign of my wife's affair. I questioned my wife and was ashamed of myself as I was just working. This deeply connected us and loved each other like a newlywed. A few weeks later, my wife had an affair again. What I heard with the sound of breaking the relationship of trust was my excitement and high-pitched heartbeat. My wife didn't realize that I saw an affair. And I am excited about the appearance of my wife who is having sex with others.