"I may have been asking Mari for help someday ..." After returning from his wife's illness, the weakened director Oki said that and struck me with loneliness. I was guilty of forgiving my body when I was struck by a momentary gap by Director Oki. Contrary to my feelings, Director Oki came every day and asked for my body. I couldn't even talk to my husband and had no choice but to accept the act. On the night of the 7th day, I started asking for Director Oki himself.